Hi Jackie,
No, you're not a really bad cook and I think everyone of us here has experienced what you have.
Have a good read through the sections, and try to find something simple to start with. I would suggest, looking for a mixed powder aka, curry masala, spice blend, curry masala. Then try to find a decent base gravy recipe and finally, look for a recipe to make your dish.
if you need any help, just drop me a pm, and I will do all that I can.
Welcome to the forum and good luck,
Ray
